out of sync

I feel like my life is out of sync at the moment. I try and think positive, but I just can't find solid ground to stand on. Work might not be much longer. They keep changing things and its making me think that I won't have a job much longer. On the other hand, we might be getting another dog. Luna needs a brother or sister. I found one named Charlie and he is so cute! I already love him. OK, well I am emotional trying not to break down. So I am going to go now.

HAPPY 100 VIEWS

I woke up this morning and went to see how many times my blog had been viewed...and 100 times!!!!! Are you kidding me????!!!!???? thats awesome. I don't know who all is reading it, cause no one leaves comments...and that is fine with me! So moving on to my post of the day.
My luna is turning 2 next month, and we are having her birthday party a little earlier. Its actually going to be on sunday. I will post pictures for sure. As you know from reading my earlier posts she is my everything. I love my little girl...for those who don't know, she is my dog not my child. Today is my day off from work and I slept from 9 last night till about 11 15 this morning. I must have needed it. I have walked my mile and a half already and thats about it. Now I am camped on my couch napping and watching Ghost Hunters on the SYFY channel. Luna is laying at my feet and just happy as can be. I have mouton O laundry to do but I can do that while sitting. I love this day. its been amazing. The only bad thing that is hanging over my head, is my step dad. He has cancer and isn't doing so well. Its been eating away at him for 3 years now. He has had so much Chemo that he has no eyelashes no facial hair or leg hair. I love him so much and to think about him not being here, kills me. This is a pic of my step dad.

If you are reading this please say a prayer for my step dad. He is the most hardest working man I have every known. He loves my mom till the end of time and He has a heart of gold! OK well I better start the attack on my laundry!!! Tootles

My Life.

I am a little obsessed about taking pictures of myself...its pretty sad really. If you open my phone and look through my pictures you will see pics of Luna (my dog) and snap shots of me trying to look hot...doesnt always work. But I did take this pic recently and I figured that I have my before picture, I need a during picture. So here ya go.

I love this shirt by the way. I cut my hair. Took about 5 inches off. I needed a change. One thing I have noticed since I started this weight loss adventure is, my belly button is not as deep... lol I know that sounds gross and weird..but its true. I work from home and wear sweat pants all day and since the dawn of time, my sweat pants have had the draw strings tied at the same place. I HAD TO UNTIE THEM AND RETIE THEM!! It was the best thing ever. Well, I am beat and my pain meds are starting to kick in and things are getting woozy. Good night Blog world. 

UPDATE

I haven't posted in a while. Some things in my personal life are going up in smoke. My step dad has cancer and he has gotten worse, and my energy has been to go to work, do homework and try not to break down and cry at the drop of a hat. Last night I was going through pictures of him and made me smile and laugh and be happy. So I decided to put my big girl panties on and get back to my every day...ON A HAPPY NOTE..... on Saturday my hubby and I went out to dinner with a friend of ours and he noticed I have lost weight. I havent really been trying lately to lose weight cause life has been derailed lately. But it was nice to know they notice now. My hubby hugs me and calls me tiny. I LOVE THAT.

yesterday

Yesterday was the first day in years tha I felt pretty. I went into the office (i work from home and dont have to actually go in to the physical office often) for a team meeting. I had about 4 poeple tell me  I looked good. I was like WOW thank you! I got my hair cut on tuesday which was great cause I LOVE THE CUT! its short and angled in the front. Kinda like a backwards mullet, but cute as heck! I bought a pair of pajama pants at good will a few nights ago and they are an xl. I havent been able to fit into an XL pants in 4 years! I am excited that this weight loss thing is starting to show results. Its so discouraging when you work so hard and you dont see anything come from it. I am starting to see results now. picture to come....