So a lot has happened in the past few days. On Friday, after almost four years with my job, I was let go. I gave that company blood and tears and countless trips to the doctor for anti anxiety medication...they let me go. I cried for about 12 hours, and slept the best I have slept in four years. So I am starting to look for a new job. My entire adult life I have always had a job, or going into a new job. Its scary. What if I don't have what it takes to be in a new job again. One that isn't working from home. I have worked from home for over a year...this has contributed to me putting on weight. Since I have not being sitting at a computer for 10 hours a day I have actually lost 5 pounds. Its insane. Total I have lost 28 pounds since I started this weight loss journey. I am going to buckle down and get into my goal pants. I have them! They are so pretty. Size 14, I know not tiny, but They are so pretty. I have them in my room I see them every morning and night and even say "hi" to them. Sad I know....
Today I went and spoke with my previous boss at the conference center. They are looking for a temporary employee. I would do anything to work there again. I left after my husband and I got married cause we needed more money. Now, I can't even think about putting a price on the happiness working there brought me. When I got home, I started praying about what I would say if they offered me the job. I will say yes. Its in the field of what I want to do after graduation and something that I can do well. So tomorrow is a new day with no mistakes in it, mine or any one else's. Good night cyber world.
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